yes i bet some of you thought id gone forever but no such luck for anyone,i want to make this clear,this account is not used for new stuff really,i have another account for that,for which anyone who needs to know will have by now. But for you little people a quick update in this life of Nat

I still have a bf and im very much in love

I have dreads,yes i rule.

I can use photoshop better,whoop for me.

My mind still fucks up a bit more each day.

I purchased a rather large castle and lived happily ever after
Yes that might well be a lie but who cares i dont.
Bye Bye for another few months.Im still watching you all be warned.

Well Love is good,im HAPPY,yes get that in too some of your silly little heads,i know your watching my profie,why are you bothering?
Im not going to be using this account very much,i have another one,dont bother trying to find it,it wont have anything any of you really want on it,none of my personal life or work or photos,this is not aimed at any of my friends or anyone i actually talk to.
Thats all
Bye Bye

are good suprisingly,im happy with my bf,but my b-day on saturday,im 8.5 x2 if u can work it out,A few pieces of work will go up today and in the next few days and theres a lot more pics in my scraps yesh im goin to sleep now seemings its nearly 7am.

Yes some of my work is deleted,i no longer want people to see it,some of it is being stolen so ive also emoved that and ASK before adding me to your friends list please,i dont mind my closer friends doing it but i dont like stalkers or crazy people around me or my art work.

Why does it have to be this way?
Why do i have to feel like i do?
Why is it always me who has 2 fuck up?
Why cant it just be ok?
Why cant i just be happy and be done with it?
Why oh fucking why?